a letter for a friend, before i log off.

dear 'friend',

we've been friends since ____ ago. back then, we're closer to each other. we talked, laughed and even cried together. we went through our ups & downs together. but that was then. today, we're different. we're getting farther from each other. its not that we have a fight or what. we still talked and laughed but less. it made me feel sad but its out of my power to make things right when u already have someone else to replace me. u didn't say it out loud but i know, my dear. i can see that u moved on leaving me behind. alone. i miss us being together. i miss joking around with u. i miss us hanging out together during the hols. now that u already have someone else, i think i should let u go. i want u to be happy and i know u're better off without me. i'm not trying to be all sobby but i just need to let it go. i dunno who i should turn to so i just thought maybe this stupid blog thing might help a little. if u read this letter, i'm sorry if it hurts but it hurts me more. i dare not say this stuff to u in person coz i know u wouldn't understand. half of me, i hope u will read this and realize its u, but the other half of me, i hope u won't read this. i don't think i can continue typing this as i barely see the screen now. once again, i'm sorry if this letter hurts u.

with love,
TIARA EDRINA ISMAIL